Thinking back... for the past 9 years plus...
My most guilty feelings towards Evelyn... send her to child care when she is 3+.
She has grown up from that kind of independent environment, follow by to student care when she entered to primary 1 from Xingnan Primary School... Along, she did well since p1 and p2... without much time spent together with her. When at P3 and P4, seems to go well too... as not much problems or issues arise... and I assumed everything is ok... Going to P5 and P6, a crucial time, a big gap from lower primary to higher primary... still assuming everything ok... And when she got her P6 psle results... we were all shocked, her results was to Normal Academic. Knowing she was very sad, so did we. But the father felt that she did not do her part or put in enough of effort to do well and go to Express.
Going to Jurong Secondary School was her dream, I stand firm and insist letting her to have her choice. Though he doesn't really agreed and satisfied. Entering to Sec1, her term 1 results was too our shocked... she scored very well... and was one of the top in the NA in the school. And she has been doing well along the way.
End of Sec 1, she was one of the top 3 in school for NA level... but not at that standard allowing her to switch to Express... I still feel ok, but the surrounding stress was telling me she can't make it... i hate myself at that point of time... Why didn't I do my part and duty as a mother to give her more support.
Coming to Sec 2, she did well for the beginning... and maybe because of being too confident, her results dropped at the end of the year. Instead of top 10%, she was only among the top 25%. She was sad as she knew her weak point... It was also the year for choosing of subjects into Sec3. Crossing fingers, praying hard, hoping she can get in to Sec3 Through Train class... which means, in this class she is allowed to proceed to O level without requiring to take N level exams... also means that this group of students in this class are capable but need a slower pace in handling it. Results is out, SHE GOT IN TO THROUGH TRAIN CLASS... I was so happy for her... at least, something to stop him from saying that she didn't do well in this and that... why can't he be supportive enough!!!
Start of Sec 3 life, new classmates, new teachers, new syllabus, everything starts new... she started to know what she needs and wants for her future... she keeps on her pace, and did well for it... She got into top 3 again for the year... Congrats...
Into Sec 4, a new year, a new start and the challenging time starts from here... school starts to prepare this through train class for O level... she will be taking her O level papers of mother tongue and Emaths in her sec4 year... first round, june came... mother tongue results was quite bad, she scored a just pass and insisting of re-taking... I'm fine with this... and will be taking mother tongue and Emaths papers during year end... together with the whole batch of people... And this year, she maintained her placing in top 3 again... congrats my girl.
Stepping into the final year of Sec 5, a crucial year for Evelyn... preparing O level since Sec 4...
O level results is out... she scored a B4 for mother tongue and an A2 for Emaths. Great! I am proud of her... she did it... a so much better grade for mother tongue compared to xxx... a normal chinese papers...
A2 for Emaths, I am very satisfied with it... she had done well... though she feels that she has not satisfied and she felt that she could even do better than this... more I am already proud of her with this results.
She has been working very hard since last year, hoping to score well for herself and wanted to made us proud. I know... I appreciate too... I'm very touched....
All the best to My Lovely Daring - Evelyn...
Mummy knows you can make it,,, and you will sure to make us proud too...
JIA YOU!!!
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